{"id":1226,"date":"2009-05-10T16:11:02","date_gmt":"2009-05-10T21:11:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/?p=1226"},"modified":"2009-05-10T16:11:02","modified_gmt":"2009-05-10T21:11:02","slug":"bittersweet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/2009\/05\/10\/bittersweet\/","title":{"rendered":"Bittersweet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Around midnight on Friday night I got a knock on my hotel door.  When I opened it there stood four boys, and the smallest one yelled, &#8220;Happy Mother&#8217;s Day!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Andy flew my boys out to spend a day and half with me for my Mother&#8217;s Day weekend!  This adoption is already breaking the bank so what&#8217;s a little more, right?<\/p>\n<p>The boys were so excited to see their new sister.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/elisalou.com\/blog\/photos\/photo\/3519943504\/img_2324.html\" class=\"tt-flickr tt-flickr-Medium\" title=\"IMG_2324\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3596\/3519943504_ec23cc87c2.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2324\" width=\"333\" height=\"500\" \/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>They got a quick lesson on how to feed her, find a binky really fast, but they all scattered when it was diaper changing time.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/elisalou.com\/blog\/photos\/photo\/3519133399\/img_2330.html\" class=\"tt-flickr tt-flickr-Medium\" title=\"IMG_2330\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3390\/3519133399_e6de779207.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2330\" width=\"333\" height=\"500\" \/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/elisalou.com\/blog\/photos\/photo\/3519948538\/img_2340.html\" class=\"tt-flickr tt-flickr-Medium\" title=\"IMG_2340\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3581\/3519948538_d30ce88b1e.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2340\" width=\"333\" height=\"500\" \/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>We took them up through the canyon yesterday<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/elisalou.com\/blog\/photos\/photo\/3519139735\/img_2351.html\" class=\"tt-flickr tt-flickr-Large\" title=\"IMG_2351\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3560\/3519139735_94c42890f7_b.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2351\" width=\"900\" height=\"600\" \/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/elisalou.com\/blog\/photos\/photo\/3519144799\/img_2347.html\" class=\"tt-flickr tt-flickr-Large\" title=\"IMG_2347\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3187\/3519144799_7bb10443fc_b.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2347\" width=\"900\" height=\"600\" \/><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>A few minutes ago they left to head home.  And now what was once a loud, crammed hotel room is filled with the quiet of a sleeping baby, and the sniffs of a cry-baby that can&#8217;t seem to stop the tears.<\/p>\n<p>I want to go home.  I really want to go home.  I feel like screaming it at the top of my lungs.<\/p>\n<p>Sigh.  But the pity party needs to come to end.  It&#8217;s 2:30 in the afternoon on Mother&#8217;s Day and if I am to retain any of my sanity I need to figure out a way to pass the time that doesn&#8217;t include feeling sorry for myself.<\/p>\n<p>Boys I miss you so much and I am sooooooo happy that you came to see me.  <\/p>\n<p>Andy you are the best husband in the world for making it happen.<\/p>\n<p>Love you guys!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Around midnight on Friday night I got a knock on my hotel door. When I opened it there stood four boys, and the smallest one yelled, &#8220;Happy Mother&#8217;s Day!&#8221; Andy flew my boys out to spend a day and half with me for my Mother&#8217;s Day weekend! This adoption is already breaking the bank so what&#8217;s a little more, right? The boys were so excited to see their new sister. They got a quick lesson on how to feed her, find a binky really fast, but they all scattered when it was diaper changing time. We took them up through the canyon yesterday A few minutes ago they left to head home. And now what was once a loud, crammed hotel room is filled with the quiet of a sleeping baby, and the sniffs of a cry-baby that can&#8217;t seem to stop the tears. I want to go home. I really want to go home. I feel like screaming it at the top of my lungs. Sigh. But the pity party needs to come to end. It&#8217;s 2:30 in the afternoon on Mother&#8217;s Day and if I am to retain any of my sanity I need to figure out a way to pass the time that doesn&#8217;t include feeling sorry for myself. Boys I miss you so much and I am sooooooo happy that you came to see me. Andy you are the best husband in the world for making it happen. Love you guys!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[373],"class_list":["post-1226","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-family","tag-i-just-want-to-go-home"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1226","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1226"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1226\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1226"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1226"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1226"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}