{"id":7891,"date":"2012-04-18T07:57:53","date_gmt":"2012-04-18T12:57:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/?p=7871"},"modified":"2025-04-30T13:07:51","modified_gmt":"2025-04-30T17:07:51","slug":"e","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/2012\/04\/18\/e\/","title":{"rendered":"e"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Warning- this post is picture heavy. I have reduced the size so it won&#8217;t take forever to load. It has been so long since I looked at the pictures from Eva&#8217;s first year.<\/p>\n<p>But Saturday Eva turns three. Three. Three years ago, the first time I saw her, she looked like this. I never ever want to forget that experience. She was still in the hospital. She was so stinkin&#8217; small. I felt so alone. I loved her so much.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-7862\" title=\"IMG_0135\" src=\"https:\/\/elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/IMG_0135-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"668\" height=\"824\" \/><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_1583 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3869160722\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3430\/3869160722_265399b8a1_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_1583\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I wanted to give Andy an idea of just how small she was (he was back at home with the boys). So I put my lens cap by her head. This was a small lens too, a 50mm- those of you that know photog know how small that is<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_1984 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3507672256\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3338\/3507672256_bd3f8a1c95_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_1984\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Those days were filled with taking care of this little peanut. Getting to know her.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2289 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3512899117\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3611\/3512899117_92ac89abe4_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2289\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5903 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3713209216\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3432\/3713209216_abaea08576_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_5903\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And when Andy surprised me on Mother&#8217;s Day with all of my boys showing up at my hotel room&#8230;..- my heart still explodes into a tiny million pieces just thinking about it. I missed them so much.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2324 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3519943504\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3596\/3519943504_ec23cc87c2_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2324\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2330 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3519133399\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3390\/3519133399_e6de779207_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2330\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2340 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3519948538\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3581\/3519948538_d30ce88b1e_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2340\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bringing her home was the best experience ever. I still remember Cole taking this picture of us<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"blury kid photographer by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3584675413\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3630\/3584675413_faba99baa6_z.jpg\" alt=\"blury kid photographer\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I was one happy Mama- so happy to have my whole family finally together<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3910 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3588414897\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3412\/3588414897_18c3025a74_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3910\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>There is not a doubt in my mind that adding this chica to our family made my boys better people.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3471 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3554371737\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3321\/3554371737_6471118942_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3471\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3417 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3568831220\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2436\/3568831220_410025d842_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3417\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3883 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3584677897\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2432\/3584677897_0f39f1f670_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3883\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2392 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3568814986\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3390\/3568814986_d58de14ac1_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2392\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I take so many pictures of my family because looking back at them reminds me of how good life is. How good being a mother is. And how fun it is to watch them grow.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_1998 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3504324515\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3586\/3504324515_942a5204fc_b.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_1998\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3925 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3589219184\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3643\/3589219184_96a90baa44_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3925\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Looking back reminds me of how much I love them. Then and now.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4516 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3615316832\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2472\/3615316832_6092cd0249_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4516\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Blake&#8217;s 10th bday \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4533 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3614501015\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3318\/3614501015_f68941388d_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4533\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I worry that I didn&#8217;t soak it in enough. That I didn&#8217;t enjoy every moment enough.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4685 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3616629655\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3612\/3616629655_c214e4b6b2_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4685\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>But looking at these reminds me that I sure did try.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4765 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3632056911\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3340\/3632056911_ee0146fd9f_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4765\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>there is just something special about a house with a baby in it.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4770 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3632876408\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3350\/3632876408_03f0202bde_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4770\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4826 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3637851037\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3650\/3637851037_25567111ab_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4826\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And I am oh so glad I captured a tiny bit of it on film<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4832 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3637855599\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3571\/3637855599_9621f64205_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4832\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4848 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3638674512\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2428\/3638674512_95ef10c1b4_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4848\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>This little baby made me love my husband even more<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4847 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3638676874\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3617\/3638676874_1edc75b634_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4847\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4835 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3637865199\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3552\/3637865199_9b1a000b3a_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4835\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And my dad too<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5026 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3644542681\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3573\/3644542681_dfbf12bb64_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_5026\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I think we surprised everyone when we announced we were planning to adopt<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5328 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3659304953\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3405\/3659304953_7053ce9535_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_5328\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>But she was welcomed with open arms by everyone<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2815 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3671259943\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3633\/3671259943_2ca3faab13_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2815\" width=\"480\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2591 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3578777426\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3196\/3578777426_c27d191032_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2591\" width=\"480\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Eva grew pretty fast. Eat and grow eat and grow. I used to whisper that in her ear. I wanted her to be a little bigger. I was scared of her smallness.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5768 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3691937100\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2545\/3691937100_88dd3f3e64_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_5768\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>But now that she is a tank of a three year old I sorta miss her tiny cuddly self. (she just saw these pictures and said Oh that baby is soooo cute!!!)<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5814 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3691145759\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2663\/3691145759_1cc378d2ea_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_5814\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>When people ask us if she is always happy?<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_6034 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3723764718\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3420\/3723764718_e0e0da1c83_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_6034\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Pretty much. Unless she&#8217;s mad. Like today at target. And then things get ugly.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"to get one decent shot by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3753412364\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3457\/3753412364_ce15a952fc_o.jpg\" alt=\"to get one decent shot\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3012 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3775802925\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2518\/3775802925_e78732e620_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3012\" width=\"420\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>so many firsts<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3027 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3775805085\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2522\/3775805085_afa964b0dd_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3027\" width=\"480\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Such a great little girl<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_6860 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3785060284\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3507\/3785060284_41f70c544f_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_6860\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_6875 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3784254735\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2510\/3784254735_36674292dc_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_6875\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_7380 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3846159981\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3572\/3846159981_c52055e4b9_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_7380\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I asked her what she wants for her birthday- so far all she says is &#8220;CAKE!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"eva4mos by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3862719506\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2437\/3862719506_21470d0a45_z.jpg\" alt=\"eva4mos\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>She has started to pick up a slight southern accent. Austin keeps asking if she will have a full blown southern accent soon. I said, &#8220;well you all will pick up small words that you say a little southern.&#8221; But always a Buckeye at heart.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_8533 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3889578551\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3456\/3889578551_a5a35d1e4a_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_8533\" width=\"425\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>To think that it has been 3 whole years blows my mind<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"E and B by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3902134956\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2561\/3902134956_1cafb235cb_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"E and B\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"eva9-112 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3910302798\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2422\/3910302798_42d7e13937_z.jpg\" alt=\"eva9-112\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9110 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3920456800\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2474\/3920456800_d0bb963889_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"IMG_9110\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>She cracks us up every day<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9141 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3921088256\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2668\/3921088256_114aed6ccc_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_9141\" width=\"425\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>don&#8217;t you just want to squeeze her??<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9225 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3926135702\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2530\/3926135702_6549b481f5_o.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_9225\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9404 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3929018852\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2633\/3929018852_ed16035802_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_9404\" width=\"425\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9522 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3931621974\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2460\/3931621974_80b11a41e3_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_9522\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>even with a little drool<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9492 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3931641826\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2483\/3931641826_9e5efb20fd_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_9492\" width=\"425\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>One of my most fave pics ever<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9666 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3946849311\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2535\/3946849311_b6f249d3b8_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"IMG_9666\" width=\"640\" height=\"443\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know, this one is pretty good too.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_1025 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3977772042\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2518\/3977772042_ef9a227f18_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"IMG_1025\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Have I mentioned how much I love this little girl?<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_1048 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/3978221284\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2424\/3978221284_a1c8c92c6a_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"IMG_1048\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>1st halloween<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2762 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4055721703\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2749\/4055721703_6532a8bd7e_o.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2762\" width=\"400\" height=\"600\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_2870 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4060672347\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm4.staticflickr.com\/3525\/4060672347_b69d1f0c00_o.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_2870\" width=\"458\" height=\"600\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>finalizing her adoption<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3266 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4097944979\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2787\/4097944979_99f49e3987_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3266\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>she&#8217;s thinking, what have I gotten myself into \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3278 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4098715588\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2638\/4098715588_7d26a7bf58_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3278\" width=\"640\" height=\"425\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3315 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4101083473\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2467\/4101083473_46fd44c4aa_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3315\" width=\"425\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>the first xmas<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4283 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4152346091\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2790\/4152346091_93d7e2fc7f_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4283\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Her crazy hair days started early<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5015 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4192052959\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2726\/4192052959_8ea645964f_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"IMG_5015\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5139 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4192826150\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2502\/4192826150_f687c570bb_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"IMG_5139\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>bath times<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_0197 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4262600346\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4035\/4262600346_17d1477f9d_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_0197\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>everyday moments<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"Untitled by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4274322891\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4068\/4274322891_96fa7c16f4_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"Untitled\" width=\"640\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>everyday days<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4550 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4293341555\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4053\/4293341555_604e360869_z.jpg?zz=1\" alt=\"IMG_4550\" width=\"514\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>that add up to three full years<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4649 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4303797582\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4037\/4303797582_c0907faab6_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4649\" width=\"640\" height=\"561\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And she grew<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_4866 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4320449578\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4027\/4320449578_aed0866276_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_4866\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>and grew<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_5382 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4378331847\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4034\/4378331847_c8eafaf48b_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_5382\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_6403 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4447888410\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4023\/4447888410_8f7737b19a_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_6403\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>and grew<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_6444 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4457200502\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2750\/4457200502_f2f7dd9e63_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_6444\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_6507 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4467043336\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm3.staticflickr.com\/2755\/4467043336_efd7e09960_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_6507\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>and that teeny tiny baby was long gone<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_3323 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4500130724\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4051\/4500130724_9661f0c979_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_3323\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_7535 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4528823053\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4017\/4528823053_6e0c3f2d34_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_7535\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>And then she turned one<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_7706 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/4542606427\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm5.staticflickr.com\/4049\/4542606427_5a01e3c41d_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_7706\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm6.staticflickr.com\/5248\/5253911601_ae3dda8e9a_z.jpg\" alt=\"(6 of 10)\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9151 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/5317244307\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm6.staticflickr.com\/5084\/5317244307_993bb023b3_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_9151\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_0774 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/5411816726\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm6.staticflickr.com\/5134\/5411816726_c0454b55b8_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_0774\" width=\"423\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Three years have flown. There isn&#8217;t a day that goes by that I am not thankful for the gift of this little girl. And her three awesome brothers as well.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t imagine my life without her.<\/p>\n<p><a title=\"IMG_9073-1 by elisalou_designs, on Flickr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/elisalou\/5536692701\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/farm6.staticflickr.com\/5011\/5536692701_08aea42374_z.jpg\" alt=\"IMG_9073-1\" width=\"427\" height=\"640\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Even that big belly has been replaced with a longer leaner frame. Sigh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Warning- this post is picture heavy. I have reduced the size so it won&#8217;t take forever to load. It has been so long since I looked at the pictures from Eva&#8217;s first year. But Saturday Eva turns three. Three. Three years ago, the first time I saw her, she looked like this. I never ever want to forget that experience. She was still in the hospital. She was so stinkin&#8217; small. I felt so alone. I loved her so much. I wanted to give Andy an idea of just how small she was (he was back at home with the boys). So I put my lens cap by her head. This was a small lens too, a 50mm- those of you that know photog know how small that is Those days were filled with taking care of this little peanut. Getting to know her. And when Andy surprised me on Mother&#8217;s Day with all of my boys showing up at my hotel room&#8230;..- my heart still explodes into a tiny million pieces just thinking about it. I missed them so much. Bringing her home was the best experience ever. I still remember Cole taking this picture of us I was one happy Mama- so happy to have my whole family finally together There is not a doubt in my mind that adding this chica to our family made my boys better people. I take so many pictures of my family because looking back at them reminds me of how good life is. How good being a mother is. And how fun it is to watch them grow. Looking back reminds me of how much I love them. Then and now. Blake&#8217;s 10th bday \ud83d\ude42 Sometimes I worry that I didn&#8217;t soak it in enough. That I didn&#8217;t enjoy every moment enough. But looking at these reminds me that I sure did try. there is just something special about a house with a baby in it. And I am oh so glad I captured a tiny bit of it on film This little baby made me love my husband even more And my dad too I think we surprised everyone when we announced we were planning to adopt But she was welcomed with open arms by everyone Eva grew pretty fast. Eat and grow eat and grow. I used to whisper that in her ear. I wanted her to be a little bigger. I was scared of her smallness. But now that she is a tank of a three year old I sorta miss her tiny cuddly self. (she just saw these pictures and said Oh that baby is soooo cute!!!) When people ask us if she is always happy? Pretty much. Unless she&#8217;s mad. Like today at target. And then things get ugly. so many firsts Such a great little girl I asked her what she wants for her birthday- so far all she says is &#8220;CAKE!&#8221; She has started to pick up a slight southern accent. Austin keeps asking if she will have a full blown southern accent soon. I said, &#8220;well you all will pick up small words that you say a little southern.&#8221; But always a Buckeye at heart. To think that it has been 3 whole years blows my mind She cracks us up every day don&#8217;t you just want to squeeze her?? even with a little drool One of my most fave pics ever I don&#8217;t know, this one is pretty good too. Have I mentioned how much I love this little girl? 1st halloween finalizing her adoption she&#8217;s thinking, what have I gotten myself into \ud83d\ude42 the first xmas Her crazy hair days started early bath times everyday moments everyday days that add up to three full years And she grew and grew and grew and that teeny tiny baby was long gone And then she turned one Three years have flown. There isn&#8217;t a day that goes by that I am not thankful for the gift of this little girl. And her three awesome brothers as well. I can&#8217;t imagine my life without her. Even that big belly has been replaced with a longer leaner frame. Sigh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":7864,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,13],"tags":[229],"class_list":["post-7891","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-family","category-life","tag-eva"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/IMG_0141.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7891","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7891"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7891\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17805,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7891\/revisions\/17805"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7864"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7891"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7891"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.elisalou.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7891"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}